my life without u~~

yesterday was a sad day for me..

our relationship already ended..
i cried almost the whole night..
my eyes already swollen i think..
he told me he dun like me anymore..
he dun wanna continue tis relationship anymore..
my heart alrealy breakdown..
i almost collapse...
i cant imagine he would said tat to me..
i tried to keep him to me but he insist to leave me...
i know i still very love him n care about him..
but i respect his decision..
i dunno my decision is right or wrong..
but he said if he still together wif me it's very unfair for me..
i understand but i oso know i not willing to end tis relationship..
he said v still can b frends..
i know i not just wanna b his frend..
but i respect his decision..
finally..
tis relationship had ended up..
tis realtionship already hold almost up to two years..
if possible i really dun hope to end tis relationship..
i appreciate wat he gav me including happiness n sadness..
for me those r  really sweet memories..

泪水 将我淹没 到底谁该难过 

究竟 是谁放掉 这段感情
我才终于明白 办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉他 我不爱他
笑著难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心 说真心谎话
别告诉他 我还想他
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答
我不爱 我不痛 我不懂
我的心 早已掏空
真心话 言不由衷
别告诉他 我还想他
就让沉默 代替所有回答

p/s:i just wan him to know tat there r always a girl who loving him so much..waiting for him..