别等我累了放弃了、才想要爱我

 

by R u ｅ y、瑞 on Friday, 11 March 2011 at 23:33

如果哪天我放弃你了，不是我不喜欢你，而是你不珍惜.

如果有一天我放弃了你，请不要怀疑我是否恋上另一个人，

是因为我发觉你不珍惜我.

离开你并非我愿意，我不想拿放弃当威胁，因为那两个字我不曾轻易说出口，

因为曾经爱过...

假如有天我真正选择了离开...

那么对不起不是想要你的挽留...

而是对你真的死心了。

有些人总是在失去之后才知道曾经的美好...

在我决定离开你之前我会给你好多机会。

如果你把我给你的机会当作你放纵的资本，有天我会真的走出来..

虽然我会痛会伤心

可我了解自己，一旦爱上一个人会全心全意，可一旦我真正决定了死心，那么我只会在心里哭泣一次，然后选择忘记...

如果我选择了放弃选择了离开，那么我便再也不会回头。

如果有天我放弃你了，你会偶尔想起我吗？那些我们一起度过的.......

别等我累了，放弃了，你才想起来要爱我.

还是好朋友

 he said he hope for one thing now

 'can v still be frends?'

 'can v?'

 'yes! sure!'

 'okay..'

alright v r still friends now

 i know wat i hope not juz tis relationship

tis song is fully describe about my condition & feeling right now

is sing by fish leong & leo ku

没有人要内疚 没需要原宥

在十字街头 就相互保佑
 那些体贴问候 那美丽镜头
 没必要一分开 就变成了诅咒
 相爱这一场 可能是为了
 能拥有一个好朋友
 还是好朋友 比爱人长久
 不能牵的手按在心头
 在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右
 事过情迁后 升华眼泪后
 思念是最漫长的享受
 那无痛的伤口
 还带着温柔到白头

 亲吻失去感受 火花烧到尽头
 没激情 有感情
 有另一种邂逅

 相爱这一场 可能是为了

 能拥有一个好朋友

还是好朋友 比爱更长久
不能牵的手按在心头
在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右
事过情迁后 升华眼泪后
思念是最漫长的享受
那无痛的伤口
还带着温柔到白头

还是好朋友 比爱更长久
不能牵的手按在心头
在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右
事过情迁后 升华眼泪后
思念是最漫长的享受
是什么叫你我
只配做一对好朋友

p/s: hmm...i duno whether u still visit my blog anot..if yes do u understand wat i wrote here? will u understand my feeling? .......

my life without u~~

yesterday was a sad day for me..

our relationship already ended..
i cried almost the whole night..
my eyes already swollen i think..
he told me he dun like me anymore..
he dun wanna continue tis relationship anymore..
my heart alrealy breakdown..
i almost collapse...
i cant imagine he would said tat to me..
i tried to keep him to me but he insist to leave me...
i know i still very love him n care about him..
but i respect his decision..
i dunno my decision is right or wrong..
but he said if he still together wif me it's very unfair for me..
i understand but i oso know i not willing to end tis relationship..
he said v still can b frends..
i know i not just wanna b his frend..
but i respect his decision..
finally..
tis relationship had ended up..
tis realtionship already hold almost up to two years..
if possible i really dun hope to end tis relationship..
i appreciate wat he gav me including happiness n sadness..
for me those r  really sweet memories..

泪水 将我淹没 到底谁该难过 

究竟 是谁放掉 这段感情
我才终于明白 办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉他 我不爱他
笑著难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心 说真心谎话
别告诉他 我还想他
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答
我不爱 我不痛 我不懂
我的心 早已掏空
真心话 言不由衷
别告诉他 我还想他
就让沉默 代替所有回答

p/s:i just wan him to know tat there r always a girl who loving him so much..waiting for him..

WARNING !!

juz now having dinner the time 

8TV news show some info about wearing colour lens 

dad & mum keep saying ''SEE SEE SEE'' , ''KNOW? KNOW? KNOW?''

i juz keep quiet there eating my rice XD

i know wat they gonna say :p

i dunwan give any comment about it la  shh~~

nice to see..but is't safe to wear?

do u like it? wee~~

everybody now r scare to wear lens jor

hmm

shall i stop wearing?

dun feel like stop werr =(

b careful then will oki de gua....

dun worry much lur..

''fong sam'' lar...=)

finally u're back!

haha

i told u tat i will be seeing u in the next year (i mean tis year 2011)

i'm right! XDD

yeah i'm talking about my daddy ~

last year '10 date i wasn't aware so much when la

i think is 30 of DEC if i'm not mistaken

he outstation wif his workmates to IPOH

hmm

no choice lu coz hav to work ma

i thought he went for a few days only

but i count day by day

1~

2~

3~

4~

5~

6~

7~

8~

9~

           10.........

 

hmm

where r u daddy?

when will u come back?

i remember mummy asked me tis question " u miss daddy ma?''

>< i know i miss him so much but duno y cant say in out from my mouth..==''

so i juz answer her tat i feel like lacking someone in tis house lur

so lonely juz left me & mummy

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but now u re back home!!

OMG!

i really feel glad to hear tat

although juz 2 weeks++  

but for me i think is already very long edi  ><

oh!

CNY is coming soon leh!

still got 2 more weeks to countdown=)

cant wait to celebrate n wear my new clothes jor! XDD

working day no. 11

if i'm not mistaken today is my working day no. 11

ask me how was my working days so far?

wahaha..it's freaking boring lol..><

today while typing the report the time i felt sleepy lol

then i curi curi close my eyes for awhile

HAHAHA

hope no one saw me did tat lol  XDD

actuali i confusing now

i wanted to stop tis job sometimes

but after awhile i DELETE tis idea from my mind

haiz

wat u wan actually? Vanessa they call me like tis     ngek ngek

juz now chat wif one of my collegue   a new staff came by last week

v chat quite a lot of things ^^

she said i look like innocent girl   ngek ngek

then i told her juz because u havnt see the real of me

i'm not tat type of senyap senyap girl   XDD

i can get crazy as much as u wan me to be  :D

  

oo!! do i look like innocent?? ngek ngek~~

4-1-2011

hey~
i havnt wish Happy New Year in my blog yet oh~
 so im here to wish u all

 

 

haha..
pai seh la..

i know it's already abit too late to wish nia.. ^6^

hehe
i went countdown wif my frends leh..
OMG!! I CANT BELIEVE IT la.. haha...
it was really a great day for me ah...
total got nine ppl went for SUNWAY PIRAMID to countdown
they including MAY, AMY, AH BIN, KAH HAO, JJ, KIM EIK, KSK, GENIE, & ME.. ^^
wow~~
t love tat day la...
i think everybody enjoy themselves on tat day
ESPECIALLY ME!!
HAHAHAHA~~
i even said tat if possible i dunwan go home on tat day
haha..
SILLY GIRL : D
v oso spend alot of money on tat day too.. =(
y?
haha...
shh!!
SECRET nia~~ ^^
but i don't think i spend alot of money on tat day la because...
someone pay for me.. ^6^
errr.... sorry for causing ur purse 'blooding' wor...hehe...dun mind yar...:p
but so wasted lur coz i nvr heard any sound for fireworks LOL !! sad.. =(
never mind lur.. i will post many fireworks images to satisfy myself..haha..

sydney fireworks

smiley fireworks..yee..cute nia..

 

 

 

 * im sick today~~ but i still on blogging..haha..hope i will get well soon =)
BUEY BUEY~~